Forgot I had a baby

I was with my family and discovered that I had a baby, an infant, that I had forgotten about. I was embarassed and ashamed that I forgot, I couldn't believe that I had done that. The baby was very tiny and just wanted to nurse and sleep. I was afraid that it would be taken away from me because of failure to thrive. When the baby was awake, he was very quiet and happy and quite strong.

I have a pretty good idea what this dream is about. I was just talking to my sister about my dream to be a professional photographer, to travel all over the world taking photos of God's beautiful creation, and using my creativity to see the world in ways that other's haven't seen it. She made me promise to spend every Monday night, while the boys are at Scout meetings, researching this dream and making it happen. The boys didn't go to their meeting last night, so I didn't get to do my research....I abandoned my baby!